always in progress

we’re just as insignificant to them, as they are to us. maybe you should remember that next time you cast someone aside without a second glance. even if it’s just the crazy homeless person on the corner. every moment, every breath, every movement, every touch, every sound, every look, every thing that we take for granted has an impact. so maybe we shouldn’t take so much for granted. like that would ever happen anytime soon. were such selfish beings. we love looking out for number one. maybe they do as well. but if you dont reach out and try how will you ever know whos looking out for whom? without reaching out that hand first you cant know. its scary, but when you have the backbone of love and understanding as strong as this, nothing on this planet can stop you. ever when youre more scared than you even thought you could be. just think about whos been there and how they continually hold your heart up when you fall. everything will be alright. someday. 

but, what if its not all you need? and how do you tell the difference between real love and being in love? i mean, when youre in love, that tickle in your stomach, that euphoria, that absence of everything else in the world, its always there. when you experience real love, which comes after being in love mind you, you have to wade through times of trouble, tribulation, and turmoil. if one comes after the other, how do you keep yourself at bay from incoming temptations of wanting to fall in love again? there are so many definitions of love its hard to explain to the “one” how you love each individual from your past in a certain respect. and why should you have to? why cant love just be love, plain and simple? i love you, and i love her, you know its different, so no explanation needed right? people insist on making things so ridiculous and indepth. i just want something simple and fun. not to say i dont want love, because i do. but, i dont want to spend my days in wonder or sneaking around or unfulfilled or anything else that doesnt meet my expectations in life, nor would i want my mate to go through that. so sometimes i just dont think love is enough. you need more than that. a lot more.